urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lyrical_lyrics reason to remember the name lyrical_lyrics 2006-09-22T06:33:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lyrical_lyrics:1525 2006-09-22T06:33:54Z 2006-09-22T06:33:54Z Title: Crazy Love<br />Fandom: Final Fantasy VII<br />Pairing[s]: one-sided Rude/Reno, Tifa/Reno mention<br />Words: 331<br />Rating: PG<br />Disclaimer: Final Fantasy VII characters are owned by Tetsuya Nomura and Square Enix<br />Warnings: Boys love.<br />Notes: HAR HAR EMO!RUDE<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />It’s my fault.<br /><br />It’s my fault we’re in this position.<br /><br />If I hadn’t felt this way, if I hadn’t embraced it, then you could be happy. You could have a normal life, have a family, have a good career. Here I am, though, tying you back from greater things. Greater things that you deserve, because you... you’ve been through too much.<br /><br /><i>“I’m sorry, Rude,”</i> you said. <i>“You’re my best friend, my partner for life, and I ignored your feelings completely,”</i> you said. I shook my head.<br /><br />No. It was me. I was the one being stupid. “What feelings?” I managed before my heart hurt too much, reminding me I have one, and I left. <br /><br />You don’t need me. You never did. People would always say, “Look, there’s Reno. He’s such a handful. I wonder how Rude can handle him. Without Rude there, Reno wouldn’t survive.”<br /><br />It’s not true. You could live without me, but for me.... It would be impossible.<br /><br />I could never live without you.<br /><br />Here we are again. I don’t know why, but my feet always lead me to you. It’s a drug. You’re a drug. Something slips past my lips and suddenly, you’re angry.<br /><br /><i>“Why did you tell me before?! Why... If it hurt you so much, why did you act like you were okay with me and Tifa?”</i> I can hear you shouting. I close my eyes, piecing two and two together.<br /><br />So that’s what I said. I am stupid.<br /><br />“I wanted you to be happy,” I answer. You look away. It’s understandable. I wouldn’t be able to look myself in the eye.<br /><br /><i>“Even if your happiness was at stake...?”</i> I smile sadly. I know it comes off that way, too. I could never be happy seeing you with another person.<br /><br />“You do crazy things when you’re in love right?” You start crying and all I can do is hold you. All I can do is comfort you.<br /><br />It’s my fault you’re hurting. <br /><br />It’s all my fault. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lyrical_lyrics:275 2006-07-26T07:48:41Z 2006-07-29T10:35:14Z This is the writing journal for <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_igivebugshugs' lj:user='igivebugshugs' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://igivebugshugs.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://igivebugshugs.livejournal.com/'><b>igivebugshugs</b></a></span>! Maybe it'll grow to drawings and icons [if I ever get used to photoshop XD]? Everyone I know has one so I was like HOKAY. Anyway, I'll be posting up drabbles/one-shots/whatnot here.<br /><br />+hugs it+ :D<br /><br /><b>Edit: COMMENT HERE TO BE ADDED. It's no longer open to the public~</b>